I have been pondering my heart and seeking the Lord in regard to my so-called suffering. I refer to it as "so-called" because while I have been feeling the weight of another's sin against me, I have also been so very blessed by God in his mercy and kindness during this time. While I was speaking with a very dear friend of mine about my feelings of apathy toward this person and my lack of anger, she so wisely reminded me of God's grace. She lovingly referred to the place I am at as "the grace bubble." In Philippians 4:7, Paul refers to it as, "the peace of God which surpasses all understanding."
I had this odd image the other day of standing inside a snow globe with everything swirling out of control all around me, but I was not being affected by any of it. I was the figure inside stuck to the bottom; not toppling over in the chaos. The only word I could think of was peace, which in fact is true. But, this term, "grace bubble" is such a great picture of what it looks like when you are in the peace of God which surpasses all understanding. It is the cushion between you and your circumstances. It is what allows you to freely and whole-heartedly worship God without reservation, even though you may be uncertain as to the outcome of your situation. It is what allows you to completely trust God through every trial, big or small.
I will end with the lyrics to a song by Scott Krippayne. It has been a favorite of mine for many years.
All who sail the sea of faith find out before too long how quickly blue skies can grow dark and gentle winds grow strong. Suddenly fear is like white water pounding on the soul. Still we sail on knowing that our Lord is in control.
Sometimes He calms the storm with a whisper peace be still. He can settle any sea, but it doesn't mean He will. Sometimes He holds us close and lets the wind and waves go wild. Sometimes He calms the storm and other times He calms His child.
He has a reason for each trial that we pass through in life. And though we're shaken we cannot be pulled apart from Christ. No matter how the driving rain beats down, on those who hold to faith, a heart of trust will always be a quiet peaceful place.
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Hey Michelle! I didn't even know you had a blog! Well, since you commented on my blog, now I know :) We miss everyone too but God is good. I hope to visit Crossway sometime in the near future!
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